“Are you willing to die for me, then?” — on processing, expressing, and forgiving (inspired by anime “Given”)

Think about your first love. Not your first crush. Not the first time someone caught your eye. Think about your first love. Have you been there yet? Now tell me, did it hurt? Please be aware that this post gets very honest, and it isn’t about only romance. The first time you're in a relationship, …

Having OCD during a pandemic is really fun

I just... I wrote a post, a post with actual blog-specific topical content. I do run a life AND ANIME blog, after all. I thought it was good, too. Then WordPress lost my draft, and I lost all motivation to rewrite what I had almost entirely finished. It’s 11 PM—not that late—but I’m tired. I …

FanFiction Friday 3/13/20 —

Featured Fandom: Mo Dao Zu Shi (MDZS), AKA "The Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation" & "The Untamed (CQL)" Title - I love you (Lan style) Author - thejademare Stats - 1 Chapter, Completed 2/29/20 Author's Synopsis - "Since there are not enough whump fics on this here delightful site, I made one. Because sometimes ya just …

“Beneath the Sun, do hearts endure?” –CMV/AMV Saturday 3/7/20

https://youtu.be/g2s-4KU8aLo The hauntingly beautiful lyrics sung by Robyn Ardery as written by Mimi-des (@mcarol85) serve as an English cover of Mo Dao Zu Shi's OP, here titled "Drunken Dreams of the Past." They tell the entire story of MDZS for those who are familiar with the plot, and aside from how beautiful it sounds on …

All in all, life is moving along.

The update schedule is telling me that I'm supposed to be writing about my life now. Well, I suppose I can do that and sum it up in one word: BUSY. I'm tired. This whole part-time school/full-time work thing is finally catching up to me, even though it's been only a few weeks. I'm not …